Hell is Others

by Julia Mascetti

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released September 2, 2016

Recorded and Edited by Megan Valentine
Produced by Laurie Smart (soundcloud.com/pixl23)
Photo by Saoirse Clohessy

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Track Name: Secret Shame
Incurable wound of guilt and pride
My deepest secret my darker side
My strongest regret my most terrible sin
You can lie without, but not within

Bittersweet apple the angel did fall
The one mistake that twisted it all
Destroyed what I'll never have again
My fall from grace, my secret shame

It's always there I can't truly forget
Though it's buried so deep where it can't be found
Years have passed but it won't go away
My fall from grace, my secret shame

It still haunts me, can't breathe, can't sleep
I can never wash my hands clean
The truth is guilt is mixed up with pride
I can't forgive you, the fault is mine

Bittersweet apple the angel did fall
The one mistake that twisted it all
Destroyed what I'll never have again
My fall from grace, my secret shame

Bittersweet apple the angel did fall
The one mistake that twisted it all
Destroyed what I'll never have again
My fall from grace, my secret shame
Track Name: I was never there
I was never
I was never
I was never
I was never

I was never there I left one of my oldest and dearest friends to a terrible fate
I was never there I'm busy now I'll call next week
It's been too long now she's not part of our clique
Of golden children
With bright shiny futures
Can't join our glittering world

Let her rot
Let her rot
Let her

Forget her
Forget all the beautiful times you had together
Forget all she gave you
All she helped you to be
Leave her to suffocate in her agonising loneliness
Nobody to give her a hand a hug
She creates something else
Some that separates her from the rest of us
Etched into her
Something that won't abandon her
Abandon her like I did
Won't abandon her like I did

I left her to rot

Let her rot
Let her rot
Rot, rot
Track Name: Disillusioned Princess
I was the girl who always wanted to be the princess
Something special about made you love and you hate
With my magical stories, I drew you all to me
Knowing fairy tale adventures lay in my fate

I was the girl who you teased and tormented
A princess undercover but you fools did not see
You took my crown from me, but I knew I was apart
From you and something better waited for me

Let me stay tonight
I need you to want me
And the nightmares will come
If I sleep alone
I'll fall from my throne
Be depraved be dirty
Anything is better than to be alone
Anything is better than to be alone

I was the girl who learnt seduction to feel
Wanted. And draw you all to me again
Say my name with desire, though the joy is not real
I'll feel special once more; pleasure numbs pain

Let me stay tonight
I need you to want me
And the nightmares will come
If I sleep alone
I'll fall from my throne
Be depraved be dirty
Anything is better than to be alone
Anything is better than to be alone

I could've been amazing if given the chance
A tragic tale of a beautiful starlet
But the world got to me before I could dance
Disillusioned princess. A dreamer turned harlot!

Let me stay tonight
I need you to want me
And the nightmares will come
If I sleep alone
I'll fall from my throne
Be depraved be dirty
Anything is better than to be alone
Anything is better than to be alone
Track Name: hell is others
I hate my reflection
I'm tired of the show
I don't want to find myself
Rather let myself go
I'm sick of this act
Whether or not it be true
I'm sick of the irony of showing this to you
I'm tired of my image
Overripe, over bright, overdone
I'm tired of the game
Whether or not I have won
I want to be over before I've begun
I'm tired of being brilliant
I just want to be
Hell may be others
But it comes down to...